Spirit13
Status: Relaxing into & refining a healthier version of me!
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ok so tonight i've been in a rutt- I've been bored!!! And i've experienced a lot of stress over uni and a lot of lost sleep over it too with my mind racing.Tonight i've polished off two choc...
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Well.... Going from a week or two previously bingeing/purging/laxative using (which I feel was just beginning to be a habit).. :( which was an intense creep up of this food addiction.. an...
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Seeling counsellor today.Two MAJOR assessments due, feeling very anxious and hard to get my head around doing it.Keep having thoughts about how fat I am, all this weight i've put on, and how I hate...
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Return to basics. Return to non-materialism. Return to invade and fight for a skinny parade, for an escapade from turmoil, to an inventors release. Return to basics. Stop kidding yourself. Return to...
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Plan for recovery - Counsellor, Lots of good books and audioresources to uplift, talk positive, write music, get organised, find a diet and stick to it, stick to exercise regime', don't put self...
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I'll be okay. I need to draw closer to God, a God who does care.
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I feel like dream theatre says 'tear my soul into two, i'm not the one I thought i always knew. I just can't help myself I feel like i'm going out of my head, i'm getting strange dejavu'. I hope to...
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i'm choking really. I'm not happy. I don't want to go on anti-depressants but i'm in a cycle here.I can't wait to numb out of life but that's no way to live.I've gotta get out of this place.
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I'm having a hard day. It started out well and I just simply didnt know what to do with myself! I think it goes back to the pleasure thing, I felt like I'd done lots of chore things today and I...
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I feel so disgusted with myself. I'm so stressed about things ... and chocolate is my way out- It soothes me because I don't feel like I can handle things.I've gone off choc like i said i would but...
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I've not given into temptation today. I'm feeling rather bleh and I'm craving white chocolate, sigh. the second part of that crave.. what's new. But at least I haven't gone out and gotten any to make...
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I binged today. I swear, i see people with ciggarettes hanging out of their hands everywhere. Chocolate is my drug of choice it really is and I am addicted. I don't really enjoy it tHAT much, I don't...
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It's been a stressful past little while, I've wanted to binge badly. I went into the shops today picked up a whole stack of crap chocolate galore' and then finally stopped. Dumped it all and quickly...
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Silly me has been off the St Johns wort.. I need to go back on it because I feel so so tense. I resisted a binge but I'm wanting to go do it still. NOt happy jan.Anyway, lots to do... i'm sure i'll...
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I MUST GO ON STANDING, YOU CANT BREAK THAT WHICH ISN'T YOURS....
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