ok so tonight i've been in a rutt- I've been bored!!! And i've experienced a lot of stress over uni and a lot of lost sleep over it too with my mind racing.Tonight i've polished off two choc mousse's, ice cream with milo, jatz with dip, and corn chips that made me instantly sick, mud cake and oh pasta salad as well! What a terrible combo, and that is all i've eaten the entire day :( I don't feel like I couldn't resist- I just feel down because I don't know what to do with myself so I ended up infront of a movie not watching my hunger mechanisms and just munching on left over party food!!! Anyway nothing I can do about it now, i'm not making myself throw it out of my body i'm just going to have to pay the price and shut up about it and realise ok so it wasn't a good end to the day and that I'm downright down about some things in my life- I get so bored and I hate ending up on the computer studying because i've got nothing better to do.Admittedly i have things due but I want a break that doesn't involve bingeing!I'm going to go hard at fitness, but I ruined it tonight so I'll start again from here on out- party food is gone now anyway and I threw out the ice cream. so annoyed at myself, i feel so fat and pissed off. I'm not going to let this win!!! I need to pray so that I won't fall into temptation!!!