Spirit13
Status: Relaxing into & refining a healthier version of me!
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Ok.. so I'm back to starts again! ALAS- SHIFTING WORLDS!!!!! lol. Anywho it's all good.. i've joined the gym, i've only eated 2 sugary buns off my goal but the eatings going superb apart from this...
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I binged and I could have stopped myself but i didn't and now i feel worse. alas - i stink! I just want to be nice and skinny!!! too much to ask? Maybe i did it because I feel fat and just gave up,...
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I want my old binge eating habit to die in the butt!!!!!!!!!!!! I definately do think that this horrible habit is coming to an end. I am feeling just how much I let it control me, or give in to it...
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Rest in peace in paradise uncle john. I now wonder if my binge eating was mainly a way to cope with my grief of john dying. I don't crave lately, I've been eating terribly - but the guilt hasn't so...
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Ok- i'm starting to get peeved at myself bIG TIME. Being easter, I ate my weight in choc pretty much but on top of that I felt that I didn't have to but went ahead with it till it got out of control....
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I feel like a total slob. The push and pull of wanting to splurge on sweets and yet be slim and do all the right patterned behaviours is horrible. I can't stand it, some days - most days- i give in....
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I feel that there's such a strong urge, to not want to eat because so many of the things I GRAB make me fat and yet to eat crap because I don't feel I care about my body enough because I'm not happy...
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Hi journal... Now.. I really need to talk to this glowing page of appearing text. My solace, my silent listening friend. I haven't talked to you in a while.I need to know whether I am getting...
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OK SO HELLOOO journal! I HAVE been ignoring you haven't I! OOPS- there goes counsellor advice out the window hehe. anyway I feel to write because I'm having major frustration issues with myself - one...
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Having LATE NIGHT eating the whole cupboard issues - it's going on for too long... can't stop.What to do!
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I had a really difficult time last night with eating- I kept stuffingm yself even though I thought I would burst. I feel guilty after I eat all the time. After reading Galatians I realise it's not...
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I slip back in time, betray myself as I collideHe walks, he talks only behind a mask of suicidal break-up'sI know the name of this stalking memory, it's no secret though I progress to regress in...
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OoOoooh boy, My eating is just stupid. I've been nibbling a lot out of boredom - still on holidays! and also because I reckon i've stretched my stomach. I've noticed my pattern of eating is...
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I just love my boyfriend and I do love my friends but I'll admit i'm afraid they will hurt me. I get so down on myself so often when I get let down and disappointed and more so with people letting me...
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