Spirit13
Status: Relaxing into & refining a healthier version of me!
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I binged :( I confess. It's punishment for being sexual when I knew I shouldn't have (compromising my goals and fearing i step out of line with God) and also for not being more organized with...
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I can't believe I forgot my counselling appointment. I try to keep up with doing these things for my mental health but the depression comes with lack of organization and makes me a bit scatter...
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I'm pulling myself back into exercising and eating better. The flat out binges haven't been happening but I've been justifying eating poorly which obviously interfere with my fitness goals and desire...
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OK. So i'm still feeling positive about these natural antidepressants. They take away the urge to binge only I haven't taken them for a couple of days by forgetfullness and business with people and...
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I miss Blossom so much. She was put down yesterday, my beautiful ridgeback doggie. She was so full of love and so very sensitive and comforting. I loved her and always will. Hope you are having so...
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Okay i'm going to make this a little bit of a food journal as I STRIVE to attain a better eating plan!- Break: nectarine and green tea- Lunch; Salad- Arvo; 1 cashew bar, handful of nuts, 1 choc...
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One assessment down and the last one to go! I can't believe how rushed this is going to be. I'm just about to start and finish it in exactly four hours. It's half a portfolio :( Anyway powerpoint...
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Too soon to tell if SAME-E herbal med is working but I do know I am AVOOOOOOOOOOOIIDING some assessments like crazy. And one would understand my anxiety me thinketh. I have a presentation and a...
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I feel like my boyfriend is selfish. If I say one little word out he says i'm mean, nasty or the like yet I put up with him screaming the house down with his dad and don't say a word. Also I want...
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Still feeling rather horrible. Still bingeing. Still anxious, fearing failure and fearing fatness.I find it hard to do what I need to do. I find it difficult to handle feelings of hunger.I find it...
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I am SO FRUSTRATED~!!~~!!! I just want to be slim, hot and sexy, attractive. I do NOT feel it. I want to see results but I can't get my weight to budge as long as I binge on the things I do. If it...
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Golly I look unattractive in that vid camera lol.Anyway so far today I've exercised at the gym, eaten healthy, and getting ready for work.Hmm... I'll go clean my room before work and try to continue...
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I don't feel satisfied with my days. I realise it's up to me, yet I find myself wasting them. I'll admit I should be using this time to study for my exams and I'm using the time to watch dvds and...
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I feel so lonely. I watched movies and ate an entire chocolate cake at home. My dog has to be put down this week and I just spent time with my dogs. But I am lonely.. no decent girlfriends and not...
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Been feeling pretty unwell coming down with the flu- been a bit stressed out but looking foward to my FIVE HOUR interview tommorrow. haha That is SO LOOooooooong!!!! I just hope I can stay awake...
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