It's been a stressful past little while, I've wanted to binge badly. I went into the shops today picked up a whole stack of crap chocolate galore' and then finally stopped. Dumped it all and quickly went out of there!!!! I'm so glad I did it, didn't make the anxiety leave totally but I flipped open a little quote book i leave in my car and it came to something really relevant about walking in the way of the God as upright... and those who do being rewarded with God's salvation. It's important to be obediant to God in this. Not go with my moods however erratic they are. I'ts sure not easy, back on the st johns wort tonight though so hopefully that will start kicking in again soon. I don't want to have to take the meds if they are weight gain meds especially for the depression when I think that the st johns is natural and has helped me over the past couple of weeks maybe??. Hard to say just yet, i'm going back on them though and that will be the real test! I'm so stressed out with exams coming up and all these major assessments! I can't even keep my mind organized around due dates and I'm terrified i'm going to fail something simply because of poor habit or mind or whatever name you'd give this scatter-mindedness.Up ward and onward and to the books.