i'm choking really. I'm not happy. I don't want to go on anti-depressants but i'm in a cycle here.I can't wait to numb out of life but that's no way to live.I've gotta get out of this place.
Hey cyndi, how are you?
as for plans to recovery, I keep making them and stuffing them up so I feel like that won\'t work. Unless it\'s that I need to be more accountable. I dont know.. I guess i\'m used to letting myself down.
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*hug* Maybe it would help you to make a plan for recovery, write it down, and try to follow the steps?
Hey cyndi, how are you?
as for plans to recovery, I keep making them and stuffing them up so I feel like that won\'t work. Unless it\'s that I need to be more accountable. I dont know.. I guess i\'m used to letting myself down.