Spirit13
Status: Relaxing into & refining a healthier version of me!
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I never really realised the full extent of striving for control. These past many months have involved this striving... through eating, through trying to cope by using food, through striving to be...
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I'm officially on holidays from uni! While i need to go in few times.. that's all.. just for a fun exhibition! I'm a bit pissed off today though. I'm sure that's because i'm tired.. but also...
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Here's another day.. come and gone I feel I really want to go to my counsellor. I hate that I missed my last appointment - I feel for one unreliable, but also am seeing the obvious connection and...
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I'm finding it really difficult to be productive in my study.I have one 3,000 word essay, one 2,500 word essay, two presentations and one process paper due next week! ! ! All need so much work and...
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Does anyone know how I feel. To lose someone to somebody else. To lose my sweetheart to wed another woman, before I had a chance to tell him how I feel. I was just too late! Why did I leave it so...
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I'm not feeling much improved.I'm still heavy, and not in a mindset to be productive and do the things I need to do. I miss some of the past, because I had some great times and I miss those...
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argh!!! Why is this killing me???
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well after spending hours balling my eyes out yesterday, haunted with the new fact of knowing the first man I really fell in love with and someday hoped to meet again - is married as of this year ......
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Cindi Lauper had it right.. sometimes you picture me and i'm walking too far away your calling to me i can't hear what you say. flash backs warm nights, all those left behind - a suitcase of memories...
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Narrative therapy is quite helfpul. Going into the reasons I think the way I do and focusing on turning points is a positive experience. I'm feeling challeneged and I really want to get myself back...
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Oh blast hehe. rather than saying oh shite! Blast it, I slept in again... So therefore I missed the gym. I haven't been to the gym this week at all!!! I have walked on the tredmill once (jogged...
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Well.. I never considered myself as a floater. More as a GO GETTER and a fighter, as a loyal friend and a passionate individual. My partner is quite the opposite, a real floater, very laid back,...
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I feel like jsut stuffing it all ... as in giving it all up. I don't know what there is.. I guess uni and relationships and all because I want to push it all away the way I'm feeling. I think my...
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I've come to realise lately that The only thing that seems to move me like nothing else is at times God. And Music. I am not unhappy in my role of teaching music.. but even struggle to be studious in...
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