Spirit13
Status: Relaxing into & refining a healthier version of me!
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I am so frustrated! I'm growing out of all my clothes and I've gone and purchased outfits that are baggier, making me feel a little less podgey- kind of!!! I don't want to hide myself though and I'm...
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THANKYOU GOD!!!! that you have spoken into my relationship for purity. You have led my boyfriend to want purity and fight for it- so now i dont feel like i'm the only one saying no and feeling weak...
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I so badly want to be slim- I don't want to binge like I do. I get to the point of not caring anymore because I just want to feel good and usually I say today is not so bad cause it's only one day......
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I think I felt something was missing, I did have haphazard meals.. I don't quite know what to put it down to? But I had a massive chocolate binge :( so depressing!!! I want to kick this! But it's so...
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I found out that my uncle who I live with- has cancer that has now spread through his whole body and mainly his lower half. He has been given 2-5 years to live. It upset me so much of course. I pray...
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I woke up feeling unwell even though I didn't eat late.I'm not sure I understand this celiacs, I guess I stopped taking intestimine which wasn't the best idea? or maybe its the st johns wort that's...
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Can you believe it, I might be in a fashion catwalk as a model - its not a huge job but a huge deal for me! A little nervous but excited at the same time/ but I dont want to look fat compared to the...
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I don't want the focus to be on me. I want to focus on God and allow God to be the core.Spending time with God is powerful and I contribute that to my week of mostly success over the chocowar. I do...
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I'm going to a party tonight and i'm going to try not to snack there because i just KNOW i'll go silly. For oNe THING the liklihood of the food being gluten free is rather slim and also I don't want...
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I'm going alright, today i've eaten cornflakes, 1 milkshake, many crackers with cheese and corn relish, 1 choc milk, 3 meusli bars/choc. ... and maybe later i'll try reaching for a salad lolOk so...
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The awareness of my hunger is still taking some time to get back into.. However now that it is growing I realise that it is largely my HABITS that are driving my behaviour.Tonight after dinner I ate...
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I feel I need to write. I had a mini binge - eeeeeeeek! FELT IT COMING on and went right to having another 2 choc coated meusli bars. I tried to hold it off with 2 bars and some choc milk but hey...
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Well well well... Here I ams agains... I am not alone, I know this. My boyfriend has been saying a lot of things along the lines of him being rejected and I feel so guilty as if I am the reason. I...
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Victory day 2 again.God will watch over me I know I am safe.I have some new goals, some motivation is returning, let Gods fire burn in my heart so that these goals may be eternal. Materialism falls...
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Through the walls, they made their mud piesHappy to laugh and worried to cryIf only these mud pies would go fix it all---A little ray of sunshine and a little storminga little pickle and a little...
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