off my chest, out with control!

I never really realised the full extent of striving for control. These past many months have involved this striving... through eating, through trying to cope by using food, through striving to be perfect looking, through scheduling and obsessive time checking!! The works. I'm trying to really let go. Not be so vain or materialistic and letting my spirit grow stronger by spending time with God and trying to put things in persepctive.