studython
I'm finding it really difficult to be productive in my study.I have one 3,000 word essay, one 2,500 word essay, two presentations and one process paper due next week! ! ! All need so much work and I'm not sure how I'm going to do them in time. I'm up now, 9am - 2pm hoping to study... I need God's assistance in this one I tells ya! Because I am working so much more and busy right through to next week. I need a clear head in order to focus as well... Exercise and diet are going well. Rewriting my narrative has been a tiny bit forgotten so here I am attempting to do it and help it clear my head so that I may study the bulk i have to do! I'm still dreaming about my ex, but at least I'm not devoting as much conscious thought about him as I was. I believe I want his happiness, and if he's married to someone he loves then obviously he has that, especially being newly wed. The pain is still there, and a tinge of regret - but I quickly wipe the knife's edge of that away when I give it to God. God, you've got his life and my life in your hands so do with it as you will.People have endured much worse - and I know that your plan for my life is still here while I am! Whether it be single, married to someone else, or whatever -just let me be satisfied with that and happy and come out on top with the best combo of life choices I ask!!! The main thing right now I need to do is uni. Nothing else needs to have any thought added to it, such as worries. Fingers crossed I can cope and pass WELL all the study I have to do!! ...
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