arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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The strictly personal psychosis which I have dubbed, "The Dumb Broad" is still buzzing and biting like a mosquito swarm this morning. My focus and self-confidence are tripping over every bump in the...
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I went Arfinator on the handyman this morning. Woofin' loud enough to shake the windows on a high rise office building. The good news(?) being that I didn't need to shake every penthouse window on...
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I hired a handyman yesterday. A stranger who fell in step beside me while I was walking the 3 blocks from the nearest church to the house. It was all very impulsive and I am feeling quite insecure...
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I've slept most of the time since I moved the base camp from the motel to the house. I'm not sure how that is even possible, given all the sleep I took during the wait for the house deal to go...
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The bewitching hours of the second night in the house find me taking my personal inventory on two fronts: Domestic and Personal. No, the inventory isnae causing insomnia. I slept plenty yesterday....
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Persilly and I spent the night in the new-to-us house last night. In chronological fact, the original part of the house was built in 1951. Nobody knows when the addition was built. Girl howdy, the...
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Rushing things is a far bigger problem in my personal herstory than procrastination. Far, far bigger. I don't procrastinate anywhere near as often as I simply blow things off with deliberate intent....
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Distractions havenae been working well for this particular wait. My interest in outside potentials has been limited. I find myself wondering if I am still in the wait pattern I have been holding...
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Progress is looking steady on the house closing, but it ain't over till the ink dries. At the moment, I seem to be the only shakey thread in the weave. How impressive is it that Hubs is acknowledging...
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It's possible that my most mourned loss of the last year is The Sandbox. I'm not sure emotions can be accurately ranked, but I felt pretty confident with the growth curve on the grow/distillation lab...
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I think I am officially sleep saturated. Sleeping is my favorite way of waiting. Wake me when it's time to actually do something. It works really well until the side effects kick in. Muscles aching...
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Am I losing my impatience with "due process?" I still don't love the waiting or the sitting with unanswered questions, but am feeling the benefits of working with the process instead of fighting it....
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One of my more cliche isolating tricks is busying out when I should be getting ready for a scheduled social event. It is seldom deliberate. It just happens. The two I have been trying to get into...
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I am still wading through the myriad of details that make up a real estate purchase, and continue to survey the market for other options while I give this deal every opportunity to fail before I...
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The two times I went through the home buying process in Texas, the "Home Inspection" was called "An Appraisal" and I *just* wrote the check and awaited the report. Never once talked to the appraiser....
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