arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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ES and SO arrived Monday night. Words by which to process the visit are proving hard to come by. My stuffy account is straightening his tie and smoothing wrinkles from his CPA costume to resume his,...
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The Toxic People head chatter seems to be diminishing. This morning finds me wanting to file it with my light/dark triggers as a metaphor set that never will break free of its physical realities for...
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The good news of the morning is that the Toxic Trigger I have been sorting isnae much more than head chatter between the items on my To Do List. I am saluting the nag flag, but holding steady between...
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When I point a finger at someone else, there are three fingers pointed back at me. This is day two of my finger pointing exercise. Yesterday I pointed my hoary finger of blame for the Toxic People...
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In 40 odd years of therapy, I have had to cycle through more than one language evolution. The shift from "Manic Depressive" to "Bipolar" is the best documented, but far from the only. I often try to...
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"Toxic" always has been a trigger word in my environmental science work. Get me soap-boxing and NYMBY bashing, it will. . . Where's my supercape? We have ecosystems to protect and Global Warming to...
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For those who arenae familiar with desert ecology, "Dust Devils" are mini dust storms which ramble the arid landscape on random breezes. They often look like pint-sized tornadoes or cyclones.I didnae...
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I think that foggy mist on the other side of the breakfast bar this morning might be my stuffy little accountant. In the meditative wander of the morning, his tailored efficiency has loosened its tie...
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Left Hubs at the airport before dawn this morning. The house feels more empty now than it did 2 weeks ago when I set up my camp equipment after the closing.Processing. . .
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In the duelistic measures of distinguishing a "good" experience from a "bad" one, Albert Einstein's casual explanation of Time Relativity is among my faves. Heavily paraphrased, of course. . . Time...
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Perhaps my personal favorite of the new steps Hubs and I have managed to insert (prayers on-going) into our tit-for-tat cycles is the recovery step. Those tit-for-tat skirmishes are brutal, both...
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Hubs started yesterday morning with a money text from YS. I have been plying my "Ears Open Mouth Shut" mantra through the recent rounds of what I am still calling, "The Identified Patient Syndrome."...
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I fell into one of my semi-comotose slumbers yesterday afternoon. I donae believe these slumbers arenae as deep as witnesses claim, but they are deep enough that we would be arguing degrees more than...
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I am fairly confident that Hubs is getting ready to head to the airport. I am tempted to use my e-prowess to seek the proof, but I am letting faith be enough. He will arrive safely this afternoon....
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I still believe the HM (handyman) SNAFU did leave me triple triggered. 1) Middle aged children triggered. "Let Go and Let God" meditations were already underway. HM's 60 year old version slid nicely...
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