
arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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'Tis a foggy morn here on the Chautauqua Ridge, both outside my motel window and inside my skull.Rolling with it. . . Clarity is over-rated.
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The chill drizzle outside the motel window feels like an ideal meditation aide for my current contemplations of "Home." Home remains a vague concept to my wandering nature, but the bonds of family...
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I landed on the New York side of the Alleghenny Reservoir last night. I have been having rotten luck in finding accomodations in this neighborhood. Not much of a surprise. It is a wilderness...
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I am still sleeping in most beloved sis's junk room. Well. . . It is not so junky any more. Now it is an actual sitting room, complete with space for my support dog's bed, but I am still here, 3 days...
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The one remaining room in the volunteer rennovation project I have been working is looking like more work than it is worth. The occupant is not unhappy with it the way it is and it's place next to...
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The project here in the Northeast is nearing completion. One room to go and even that room is out-of-the-way enough to leave the way it is without detracting from the household flow. The room's...
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During my amnesia therapy, it was widely suspected that Hubs and his birth family are major league gas lighters. Vehicle yaddahs are the place where I believe I feel it the most. Way back when Hubs...
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Hubs is still here in most beloved sis's house here in Northeast Clan Central. The math of having 7 senior adults in a small 3 bedroom tract house is not quite adding up, but somehow it feels quite...
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Way back in the 80's, when words like, "Internet" still caused people to look at me like I had 3 heads and I was in the preliminary stages of setting up my computer graphics biz, I hired a stuffy,...
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A few or so days ago, I initiated dialog with Hubs about meeting on nuetral ground outside of his home state in order to sort through our current matrimonial confusions. He agreed without suggesting...
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The work on my sisters' house has been losing focus during the past couple or few days. In part it feels healthy for the upgrade project. Too much change too quickly not only wears out the workers,...
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Young family safely back in their native southwest. They visited the Gamp of my Gammy (hubs) yesterday and he complimented me on how relaxed the grandkids looked after their big adventure. Sis and I...
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Youngest son and family return to Texas today with all the mixed emotions of a good visit. The over-stimulation of novelty blending with the yin and yang of the everyday home drama make for allot of...
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I find myself monitoring for absolute thoughts this morning. Always, Never, and Ever seem to be my own most used absolutes.*They/he/she/it/we/you/I will always. . .*They/he/she/it/we/you/I will...
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The Whatchamacallit for my estranged mother is today. Rather than try to remember the creative array of names for ^it^, I will call it a funeral, at least for now. One of my neices announced to best...
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