arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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YS and family made it through the travel centers to cross the 1800 mile fortress between the birth clan and the family I gave birth to. When most beloved sis and I found them in the waiting room of...
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Of course Hubs backed out of coming. Don't think I care to sort those gory details this vague, other world morning, but. . . "About him or without him" is summary enough for this romp through the...
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I am still in the proverbial lion's den, anxious of what this day might hold while equally anxious that the Texas branch is falling off the tree without me. YS and family, as well as hubs, have told...
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Am I ready to go for the efficiency of zooming past all the good stuff? For sure, yesterday's drive found me more interested in the destination than the journey. I am hungry for sister time. Hungry...
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"Common Sense" is on the long list of metaphors I have never been able to make sense of in my own strictly personals. Please donae spell it out for me. I have enough confusing explanations in my head...
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Hubs and I had two peaceful lunches in public places this week. I even enjoyed his touch in yesterday's lunch. Our "Egg Shell Waltz" has aquired a new dance step. We are calling the new dance step,...
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A suspected memory which has emerged in my current psychosis is of the Army shrink whose name, rank and serial number remain lost in the proverbial alphabet soup my damaged memory has made of my...
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No religious or grammar debate, please. This time the FF translates to "Fragile Faith." I have zero physical proof in physical hand that any of this will be okay. Again. Life in the aftermath????...
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Significant OtherSuch things never have clear anniversaries to mark on the calendar, but I do belive the Missus Manynames is a product of my own generation. "I don't like marriage, but I love...
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My mother died after 17plus years of not being able to lift her 5'1", 400 pound frame out of bed on her own.I have heard that deaths come in 3's. The father-in-law, my estranged brother and now my...
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I have begun to let myself wonder if the two men of the house have been possessed by the dead father-in-law and dead brother-in-law. At the very least, I am projecting like a mad-woman. I almost...
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"Failure to Launch" became my memory exercise for the day after SO sent me an insomnia text using that very phrase. She is also an emotional orphan. The movie version of "Failure to Launch" has never...
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Plural intended. I married into a literal Man Clan. My grand daughter (1) was the first woman born into hubby's family since 1912. Even the 1912 birth was a fluke. The girl had 4 brothers and no...
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My condition might be worse this morning. Therapy network on Amber Alert.Hubs still wants to Talk Retirement Planning and Estate Management. I think. I confess to not understand him too well these...
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Here I go, comparing again. Prayers in progress that I am using the talent well on this not-so-merry-go-round.The comparison bubbled up somewhere in the meandering pilgrimage to formalize my grief...
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