arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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The home inspection is today. We will meet at 3:00 to discuss the inspector's findings. According to the bid contract, this is the step which finalizes the bid. If the inspector's report checks out,...
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Me? Shopping? I'm more likely to enjoy a proctology exam than a shopping expedition, but this weekend found me hopping from store to store like a newlywed trophy bride. Well. . . Minus the fact that...
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After the months of wandering with profound grief, my 6(?) weeks here in my long-visited confluence region have been hard to summarize. Again, my animated stuffy little CPA pops into my head, saying,...
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Did I find THE house? Testing, one, two, three. Of the 6 candidates I gave to the realtor earlier this week, two were eliminated when she found sales pending on them. Of the four remaining, three...
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The shrink who intoduced me to "Personification" as a formal therapy tool was working with me on the deep conflicts I was experiencing between my engineering career and my wife role. Hubs and I were...
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That Alanon cliche has been one of the most used tools in my therapy toolbox for a very long time. The place I have used it most is during the rounds of domestic tit-for-tat that have held such a...
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I had long talks with both Hubs and best beloved sis this morning. Best beloved sis and hubs have been having talks of their own. It looks like a plan is in motion. Best beloved sis has no active...
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It's been a very long time since I have had an actual appointment to begin my day. I don't count "Check-out Time" as an appointment. That is a deadline which requires no outside interaction. I have...
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My guit-chi cracked open a bit yesterday. It has been in lock-down since I left Horseshoe Lake. I believe that was 3 weeks ago. Information available. I can look it up right here in my journal. That...
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In my personal profile, too much certainty is a snappier Nag Flag than doubts. When I rely solely on my considerable strength of will, I begin forcing solutions and focusing on what is in my head far...
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Testing, One, Two, Three. . .I am going to stay here in Paducah. The next decision is whether I buy a place or sign a lease.Now to sleep on it and see how this looks in the morning.
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Yesterday morning found me swimming in flashbacks to when Hubs enjoyed peeking through windows with me. Not voyuerism. I only peek through windows of empty buildings. Occupied buildings arenae that...
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My gut is one of my psych flags. The official dx for my intestinal woes is, "Spastic Colitis." The name for the dx gives away how long ago I was diagnosed and how long it has been since I asked a...
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Anniversary today. 37 years since I took the vows. It feels pretty shitty to be celebrating with the emotional chaos of divorce considerations. Emotional chaos might be an understatement. I am...
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Been in another round of weepies since I attempted to take a nap. The nap didn't take.I started using the D-word yesterday and was doing okay with it. In my own therapy yaddahs, the first step is...
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