arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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Don't accuse me of experting, but I do believe I am cycling fast and furious through the "Four F's" today. Freeze, Flight, Fight and Fawning. I scare my own self during this particular cycle. High...
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Mister Surname greeted me at the homestead yesterday afternoon. He capped on me about his whatever-you-want-to-call-that for the entire afternoon and evening. For sure, none of my names for it passed...
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Eldest Son (37) is text-ranting this morning. Right on . . .?schedule? I remain convinced that when one family member cycles, we all cycle, even through the sucking black hole of family estrangement....
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Yesterday's diversion was good medicine. What an odd burg collection I found here at the end of the trace of Land Between the Lakes which runs from Kentucky to Alabama. . . The studio manager who ran...
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Memory exercises are part of my daily inventory when I believe I am skirting the edges of psychosis. This most recent memory exercise is Muscle Shoals Studio. How did that become a significant name...
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Slept deep and peacefully last night. Got through my number puzzles gracefully this morning. I was able to read a few forum posts without triggering into callous sarcasm. Responded to a few. 'Tis not...
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The dogmatic chaos of my childhood left the 10 sibs and I dogmatically repulsed by anything ritualistic. "Faith" was, and to the best of my knowledge remains the most despised F-word in the family...
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I have attempted to find the source theories behind the "Therapy Funeral" I held in August, 1977, a bit northeast of the hotel room I currently sit in. Those were pre-www theories and the books have...
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Only finished one puzzle this morning and that was none too graceful. Cognitive functions impaired. Sigh. My 165 IQ becomes a liability when my cognitive functions are impaired. Keep it on the...
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Chump dump logics are loudest in my head this morning. Hubs remains the love of my life, but I amnae really believing he will ever have real time for me in his busy, busy life. As he speaks of...
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"Meet the new boss"Same as the old boss"With painted eyes and youthfully tinted hair." ~Almost The Who (Won't Get Fooled Again)The very first test in my Daily Inventory is number puzzles. How well I...
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The visualized two little heads peeking up from the imaginary stock pond have retreated. Dunno where to. The mute girl in charge could lead them to places adults seldom notice for just about any...
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Don't know how much hearing I have today and hard bitter experience makes me reluctant to test my hearing levels on critical phone calls, even when the person on the other end knows and cares about...
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Hubs is doing lunch with his brother and SIL today. The co-owners. The "Doing Lunch" is an 80's slang for busy people blowing off an undesireable person. It was very popular among the long defunct...
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Got a bit of the truck's road prep done. Nothing mechanical, but for my automotive nickel, most car problems arenae mechanical. Be it a plane, train, bus, privately owned vehicle, or other...
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