arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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Been a long time since I've had a sleepless night. This sleepless night doesn't quite qualify as insomnia since I slept most of the day. I'm somewhat grateful for it, since I have missed the...
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Kinda early for certainty, but a phone talk with Hubs might have settled the anxiety waves. It at least validated them. I am still not clear on whether I am scouting for a collaborative effort or a...
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Is there such a thing as transitional anxiety? I think there is in my own strictly personals. Even when my circumstances were at their worst, change was still scary. Things can always be worse and...
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The extra-strength anxiety started yesterday. Anxiety is a pretty normal-for-me part of my every day and seldom has the power to cripple me any more. Seldom? At least, not as often as it used to....
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One of the duties I neglected in the Urban Homestead during this sojourn is a coon invasion in the attic of the house. It is amazing how quickly nature lovers change their tune when a band of...
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I can't seem to decide what to do with this day. I've been surfing through internet listings for rental options. Short term rental preferred. I am scouting with zero hard data on what it is I am...
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This feels like day one of the next step. The next step to what is the paralyzing question of the morning. My stuffy little CPA pops into my consciousness again this morning with his nag of, "Do...
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I woke this morning to feelings of dread, trying to coax myself back to the nether world of sleep. It didn't work. The only reward of that effort was the tightening of muscles which I knew would only...
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I have already been here two weeks. After 5 months of driving, that feels like quite the extended stay. The guilt tugs from Texas are still tugging hard. YS in the hospital. CPS investtigation in...
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Feeling like I am living through a double rug pull this morning. After five months of wandering while I wait for clarity on direction for my next evolution in life, I decide to scout potentials for...
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The guilt pangs over not being in Texas performing my housewoofer duties may be subsiding. Maybe. When we spoke briefly yesterday morning, Hubs sounded calmer for having located and visiting YS at...
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The back is recovering nicely from yesterday's pain, but I am still saluting the nag flag and being gentle with it. I gave it a dose of the work to which it has become accustomed during this five...
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This is the last night of my current camp arrangement. Most the campgrounds I know of put limits on how long you can rent a camp site for. Campgrounds have been known to turn into homeless camps and...
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I love my volunteer work. It is my strictly personal investment in my belief that we really can make the world a better place. Does it get more personal than volunteering my time? Put your actions...
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In the years I have been trying to make the transition from parenting young children to ?? parenting middle-aged children ?? orchestrating dysfunctional family cycles ?? Life after parenting ??...
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