Sensible
This morning is bringing fruitful thoughts! I was feeling high flying and healthy and quite proud early on. Then
I was listening to service and struggling to submit.. I thought about my austerity of pragmatism that I have in my life and how pride and vanity (healthy doses of them) elude me and yet then thought how I was happy before submitting. I know I need to consider some pragmatics. And so I thought it’s important to balance in life the pragmatic and the pleasures. Everyone has a mix of the two.
I thought about how some religion espouses self responsibility and as I listened to the service I heard how this aspect of life was being considered …this duality
I just feel really grounded and sensible.
Like there’s some middle ground for any decision.
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I can get so lost in my need need need - that sitting still will make me feel even still like it's an endless thing.
With the above thought - I am questioning it - and making a more informed decision. :)
This is written after sending the above. I very much feel woeful and weak. When alone or dealing with myself I can seem to get to a place of understanding only to come tumbling down again. I start working in 1.5 hours. I’ve gotta pump myself and be responsible. Life can feel futile but it’s awesomely wonderful
"austerity of pragmatism"
hm-m-m-m-m. . .
i find myself even more shocked than i was the first time i considered the combination of peanut butter and bananas. does that mean you could be more pragmatic or that you are a stiff-assed sourpuss about being pragmatic? i think blue might be the man to ask about that one.
*******iced tea clink*******
i'll second the notion of life being awesomely wonderful, even when it feels frustratingly futile.
Big hug sweetie. I'm glad that you're able to put a 'voice' to your feelings via writin
I hope that you're starting to feel better...xo
lol Arfie you are so funny!!!
Thanks Jan!! x
I’m about to leave work- the sisters need me to run an errand to the nearby Lowe’s. Then I can go back and eat!! Woof!!