Parsing through thoughts
Thank you so much for being so supportive and healing with me. Everyone. I realize we’re each making our lives and dealing with what we each need and want in relationships and not some preformed plan. I’m thinking about the subjectivity but the objectivity of (human) need.
We are all having to deal with not being alone. Does this make sense? When I parse ideas like this I fragment, but the theme is there. The holiday rings in loneliness. I’m thinking about my own need. Just want to tell you and all of my big gratitude.
Sometimes I find my way of coping is in keeping stronG in a self sustaining sustaining way at home, focus on job at hand and being fulfilled by excellence of self responsibility
Couplehood is something I have feared and has me inching forward closer to it by thinking about being subjective and interdependent in that we're each making our contribution.
The subjectivity of making life run for me
and being in the soup of it, has me arrested, confronted even, at times to look outside the pattern of survival for answers, but I think outside of survival, that is where I find my contribution to life at large.
Again I'm thinking about the subjectivity but the objectivity of need
We are all having to deal with not being alone.
i fear my mental health issues has made me blunder with certain relationships, but I'm holding out to making some better.
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