feeling alright

i went to my Dad's house today. It was a quite very 'chill' time. We all just relaxed and it was nice. 

I left the house and started to focus on living my life on my own. I think I am not alone that I do some comparison of myself

with others when I am on my own - and I know I need to listen to myself and remember just to love myself and my friends and family.

I am kind of at peace right now. I have ideals about the way I'd like things to be a little bit -- but then again I am just kind of taking care of business and life in the meantime. It's weird how we can reach for the stars and have big ideas - and yet those ideas can lose the nuance of our experience in knowing that there is no perfect life out there and struggle is the commona thing.