Kind of realizing my relationship with ‘the rules’

I struggle with my faith at times.

i was sitting in morning meal this morning. The reading while we ate in silence really resounded with warnings about following the rules of god and things like we just may not measure up. As if to always keep us on our toes.

It bothered me a bit in that it seems I have gone from one world of rules in the outside world, to an even tighter set of rules here. 

i don't like feeling like 'you better watch out' and i really love bobinmaine's spiritual outlook.

it seems I may thrive with bumper rails. Perhaps that's not too uncommon.

Things that remind me of what really is going on in my relationship to the world, money and other friends and family.

It's all good. Wish I had learned this a long time ago.. but here's to the future!

Sending good vibes and love,

m