fumbling with our humanity
I need to talk to my therapist about it
but today while feeling growthful before going
I then went to my parents house
and I noticed that I was and we were, all experiencing some moments
of discomfort, irritability - decision making and getting things done.
We had a nice meal
and then I went to help my stepmom with her gardening.
I just came away from helping them today by the realization
that we're all trying to live our lives - survive - creating the things we want and I'm fumbling
with my humanity all along the way.
Things are good. Just thankful for my schedule that I have here at home
now that I've come back here. Thankful for Blue - thankful
for friends and family. I feel like I've given up something yet have joined
something too. I don't know how to talk about it.
But I suppose it just is what it is.
I can't wait to go for coffee in the morning!!
My time!
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"Fumbling with our humanity along the way." Methinks there has to be a song or poem in there, somewheres.
Or did Kris Kristofferson already write that song?
"We're all walking contradictions
"Partly truth and partly fiction
"Taking every wrong direction
"On the lonely way back home."
thanks arfie!! Life is so confusing and yet I am trying to figure stuff out
as I go along - it seems pretty universal - so might as well be a song or a poem! Not sure if I am
the one who is going to write it though - hehe
Perhaps we each have to write it in our own ways:)!
We do it anyhow in the way that we live!
It can be kind of fun to figure things out, at least that’s how I’ve tried to approach it all so I don’t get let down when I fumble or make a mistake. As long as you’ve got the basic, bare necessities everything else is manageable with peers and friends and family, and of course Blue, too! :)
Here's to finding that balance!
thanks Mid!