the evolution
I went to work today and was so glad I was there - just keeping busy
doing something i knew I could do - and since there are things in my life
right now I don't know how to handle - work seems like my escape - where
I can shine and add value..
I drove home and immediately as I started to take command of the journey
home - it's like (and I've used this metaphor before) my mind started to
seek out the satellite of my affirmation - kind of like a gps for my sense of self
and focus - I started to find as my focus those relationships that are the major focus in my life
and currently they are stressful and I am troubled by them because of some
news that I got yesterday...from an old aquaintence.. It wasn't so cool that he told me
but having done that I now question my value and I am trying to hold onto the positive.
It's like I am overwhelmed by my feelings and gosh I wish I were normal and could just deal with the
bumps in the road but I think that's comparing but also it's wanting it all to be easy.
I know I am lucky- and I am grateful. Sending big hugs and peace out to you guys.
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anyways I guess what I wanted to say is that from one action to another it's like we evolve and change
and have different highs and lows and I can see how some cocoon away to deal with all that - which is something
I do as well.
Many times, and it's just life...the challenges of my past, my actions/my reactions, help to guide me through a current situation and find solutions. My ongoing challenges with John have taught me so much! For me, it's a never ending process.
Hope your evening proceeds well, whatever hiccups there may be. I’m sure you can sort through. That buzz word resilience is a good one.
Thanks guys xx
Glad to hear you felt so good about your job today.
thanks becky!
Big hug Marky...... I'm sorry that a relationship has you troubled sweetie....I hope that you can sort out what you need to and come to a peaceful conclusion for you...... xo
Thanks Jan!!