what gifts

I went to work this morning and right before it started I wrote the previous journal.

Then work began and I got 'into it' - and it went well - but I started

to fatigue and my mind started churning negatives and different ideas.

I let it go, and finished up the work...but then left work after all was done

and I was left with the question, after having been there all morning...

and it was like I had changed so much just from the day...and I wondered 

'what point is in the making of a person whose mentality changes so much?'

What can I do to cope with it ?

Accepting it as par for the course is one thing and also

I wondered what positive can come from it?

I suppose we all change a bit..

And we all have to deal with the changes within..

Perhaps accepting it normalizes it and we can set to the next

goal at hand. 

I am so grateful for writing about this.

Sending peace,

Mark