loum50
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- I had a very intense therapy session last Monday and I think it really triggered me.Since the I've self injured, had terrible night terrors, thoughts of suicide and am starting to loose full days. I haven't been like this in a long time.At the...
- Has anyone had a therapist use hypnosis to recover suppressed memories. My therapist did this yesterday and it brought me back to my bedroom and my fathers abuse. It was like I was there and that little child. I think I'm still processing that...
- Why do I get triggered so easily? I need to kill myself. My family is always wanting money for gas. I gave them $160 last week, $100 this week and they want $25 more. If they need a tool I have to buy it. I'm only making $500 a week. My therapist is...
- A child molester moved in about 100 yards down the street from me. He was convicted on 2 accounts in Florida. Massachusetts is a haven for child molester, no wonder he moved here. SCREAM
- I can't seem to stop talking and I'm staying up till 1 or 2 AM and I have a million things I want to do but I start one thing then jump to another and another and another then back to the first thing and on and on. I feel really good. I am seeing my...
- What my abusers did to me wasn't my fault. I know that and believe it in my head, but I was a little kid and I internalized it. This led to the huge amount of self hate I've had all my life. Internally I always believed it was my fault, my father...
- My self injuring part was triggered and I have very strong compulsions to cut. At least therapy is helping because I am aware of it now otherwise I would be cutting already. I am trying not to let it take control. That could be very dangerous. I...
- I was going to reply to "your opinion's please", but this didn't seem like a reply. The last time I was hypo I was working all day and staying up most of the night painting the kitchen and other things. I'm 63 years old now and have many physical...
- I'm very depressed today because it's my birthday. It's usually a very bad day. No one will be over and I cannot go anywhere because of the amputations. I have very strong urges to cut. Because I have a very real problem with infections and poor...
- My birthday has always been a very depressing day for me. I'm not sure why, maybe it's because I usually wish I had never been born. I don't remember any birthday parties. I know I had a birthday party at age 1 and 2, I've seen pictures. I look...
- I've been abused in many ways by so many people that I expect it and don't trust anyone. I trust my therapist as much as I'm able to, but there are some things that I need to talk about that I can't. I also trust my pdoc as much as I can, but I'm...
- Where I live in Massachusetts it's a beautiful day, sunny and 65 degrees F today and tomorrow it's predicted to be even nicer. I am no longer going to be working after Monday and will be able to enjoy the nice days of spring and summer. Happy...
- I have a paranoid part that is trying to take control and that part is very dangerous to me. He is very suicidal and will not listen even to my therapist, she's met him. In the past that part has brought on suicide attempts and major depression. At...
- I've been confused a lot lately. I also have been diagnosed with 2 new conditions so I haven't posted too much lately, at least I don't think I have. I have now been diagnosed with Bipolar 2 and Gastritis. The bipolar meds are really helping and I...
- I was diagnosed with Gastritis Friday after 3 days in the hospital. Now I have heart disease, kidney disease, diabetes type 2, Dissociative disorder, Diabetic retinopathy, Bipolar type 2 and 2 amputations along with being an incest survivor. I'm...