Dear DS diary,
For whatever reason, today my motivation is totally gone and I just can't get myself to kick it in out of first gear.  I suspect it's my sleep problems catching up with me, it's still been a very long time since I have been able to count on falling asleep before 11pm or worse yet midnight with any kind of consistency at all.
This is turning into a day when I wish that Meebo was active...I feel frustrated, sad, can feel a meltdown coming right now, feel powerless to stop it.  It just doesn't feel okay.  And yet...
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