Dear DS diary,
It really wasn't going to take long for me to break, with the pressure of the PCC exam coming up, the anxiety that comes with what might follow should I clear it, and the fact that it's a short week at work.  Today, I finally broke.
Like yesterday, I was okay for a couple of hours, but after that, I was basically dead to rights.  There was just no way that I could keep up.  I felt overwhelmed, half-numb from my reading last night, and just...seriously doubting that I can do any of this.
I finally managed to recall an old tactic about reading texts like this study guide that might help streamline the review process and make it easier to finish and possibly finish the exam, but now I have to get my get-up-and-go rolling again, and tonight it has kinda got up and went.
I'm still feeling scared.  I still wish I could actually see the friends that I have more.  But for whatever reason, I feel skittish about Skype right now...