dragonflydazd
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i cant believe how incredibly bored i am today. i cant seem to stay focused on anything. its day 40 today and no one in my world has any idea or has taken notice. i am actually feeling...
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i am overwhelmed with anxiety over an incident today and i am needing a drink so damn bad i cant tell you. i am so damn stressed and upset i feel i cant fight this. i start to get my shit...
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just back from holidays yesterday and it went well. a little difficult at times but i took it moment by moment and actually saw things from a different perspective. once upon a time i would go to...
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holy its 7:30 and i feel almost panicky. that good old friend depression is creeping in and i'm almost wishing i didnt have to go away. its insane i know this. i am just feeling so depressed...
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i have made it to day 25. thing is i feel so damn tired by the time the afternoon comes. totally bagged out like i am short a quart or two of blood lol. my cravings arent as bad and with my...
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day 22. i feel physically pretty good other than dead tired in the afternoons and headaches but i have read that will go away the longer i am sober. i leave for my holidays on saturday and i am...
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well its saturday and day 19. i'm not sure how i feel? i keep getting headaches but hopefully those will go away. i think the worst part for me right now is the drepression. the ups and downs...
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i'm so depressed. i am fighting with myself should i drink or shouldnt i? this is so hard even after 16 days. i feel so damn tired of this. physically i feel fine. i still have occassional...
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i'm feeling very stressed tonight. tried going for a walk, tried keeping busy, reading but i cant seem to shake this. went to the fridge for some juice and i see all that beer in there my husband...
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Well i have made it to day 15, god only knows how. i feel so angry at everything and everyone. i dont mean to be or really have reason to be so i am frustrated. i am still craving alcohol at...
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i find myself on this emotional rollar coaster, letting certain people in my life affect me emotionally to the extent that i crave, no need to drink. it seems just when i am getting my shit...
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today was a good day. i am feeling somewhat human. who knew eh? i am beginning to slowly face issues in my life i have refused to acknowledge but its time. i also went out to dinner with a gf...
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Hey,I am somewhat proud that i have made it to my day 9. Yesterday was a struggle emotionally and i dont deal well when it comes to emotional issues. I usually drink!!! I am so thankful for a...
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well today is day 8!!!!!!!! yeah me. i am actually feeling physically better. funny i think i have been sad for so long i am now afraid to be happy. just like being afraid to be sober i guess...
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day 5 is officially over. i made another one barely. it was an emotionally stressful day and i almost blew it but i have people i would disappoint not to mention myself. i just want a day to...
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