i cant believe how incredibly bored i am today.  i cant seem to stay focused on anything.  its day 40 today and no one in my world has any idea or has taken notice.  i am actually feeling depressed yet again.  when is all this going to pass.  i realize how lonely i am even surrounded by people.  i feel so sad.i think this is part of the reason i drank so heavily to begin with.  this feeling of not belonging.  whatever 

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Hey, hi there. I know just how you feel. I had those same feelings over the weekend, very boring even though I had things I needed to do, and the same feeling of loneliness even though my family is around, especially from my husband. I know these feelings will pass sooner or later, hopefully sooner. :)