day 5 is officially over.  i made another one barely.  it was an emotionally stressful day and i almost blew it but i have people i would disappoint not to mention myself.  i just want a day to come where my first thought isnt about alcohol but living instead.  i'm just not there yet.  i'm still so tired but day 6 has begun.  i hope i have the strength to live it sober. 

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Congrats on day 5. I know its really freaking hard to not think about having a drink to make you feel nornal. Give it a some time..it will get easier..but it is not fun. Your doing great though. Let me know if you need to chat. Ken