dragonflydazd
Status: never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about...........
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I have become quite good at blocking out what I don't want to hear or notice. Right in the middle of hearing someone scream, or during a crisis, I can zone out and not hear or see a thing. I have...
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i thought things were supposed to get better you know. you sotp for 3 months and it gets easier but nooooo. now i am on and off the wagon so damn much i dontknow where i am any more. i am off...
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everything is falling apart and i am to overwhelmed with so much shit happening in my world. this all sucks.
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i have lost faith in me
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here we go again...........
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well this is one f'n rocky road isnt it. i have said it before i am on a damn rollar coaster but right now i suppose i am on my up. again!! i did so well in the summer. 3 months sober. i am...
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day 18 and to be honest i dont know if i can do this another day. i am at war with myself. i am not a stupid woman and i know what is right and what is wrong for me. so why is my desire for...
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day 8.... anxious. indifferent. tired. sad. headaches. working again. kickboxing again. no hangovers. i see the mornings. i seel things in a clearer way, i may not know how to...
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i just want to say Happy Thanksgiving to all my American friends. I hope its a great one for you and wish I was having turkey with you.alwaysdragonfly
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ever get teh feeling that some things just arent meant to be? feels like i try so hard only to be let down or disappointed and it pushes me deeper into this fucked up disease. i am depending on...
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well i am on day 7. sigh. i actually am not really sure how i feel. the withdrawal symptoms are becoming less but the cravings are still there. i'm kind of kicking myself for putting myself...
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day 3...... here we go again. the battle continues but i feel ok. trying to get rid of the negatives even when i am the worst when it comes to change. i dont do change well. but some changes...
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well it has been a rough past 2 weeks but i find myself, with the help of a good person trying to get myself back on track. i did good for 3 months and i cant let myself think of that as a waste or...
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stop hugging me stop hugging me i am the last person rightnow who deserves this...........shit................
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well i didnt drink last night or today so far. i just want to go back 4 days and forget they ever happened and not start counting at 1 but rather continue counting at 101 with a speed bump. i am...
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