dragonflydazd
Status: never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about...........
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i wish i could take apill before bed and wake up in the morning happy, no problems, the past put behind me and live my life. then reality hits and i realize just how shitty my life really is at...
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day 55 i am proud of that accomplishment. the alcoholism i am facing and trying to deal with. the mental aspect is the hard part now, sorting out feelings and depression which i am told will get...
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haveing a hard time tonight. cant sleep. trying to go over shit in my head and not over think or worry about the past but right now. it is the most difficult thing to try to do. put the past...
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day 54.thanks gjm. funny i read something very interesting today.... this is more or less a summary but hmmm something to think about for me.Today, I will stop doing all the work in my...
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i wish i was a kid again without worries stress or pressure. i wish i could just snap my fingers and fix things in the peoples lives that affect me so that life were easier and the choices i need...
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someone once told me i have a black heart. they truly were not to far off the mark. life isnt like a box of chocolates because a box of chocolates comes with "directions" as we call them here,...
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day 51. i think this is the longest stretch yet for me. i have been pushed, tested, stressed out, pissed off and the list goes on during all this. i am told i have choices and that i choose the...
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i most certainly never said i didnt have a temper.........................
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CHA!!!!!!! who gives a shit. my fucked up life is just that and i see that. i am aware i am gullable and naive and have made poor CHOICES. i'm not fucking perfect. do i have a grip i thought...
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day 48 and counting.
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it is day 45. i was doing ok. moving forward. i havent had a drink. its funny how one instance in a persons life, or one phone call can change your whole perspective and emotional state. ...
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i am not this strong person people percieve me to be. i am the weakest person i know.
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i am having a hard time getting motivated. i am bored and am afraid after 42 days of being sober i have become boring. hmm. i think to much for sure but one positive note is that i dont want a...
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The Serenity Prayer...........cool. thanks gjm. HP right. I'm getting it. here's to another day sober, 42 on monday to be exact. who knew.
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made it to day 41 thanks to a little help from a friend.
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