dragonflydazd
Status: never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about...........
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man, you know? just when things seem to be going along smoothly shit always happens in my life. just when i have resolved myself to certain decisions and changes i have made in my life, i am yet...
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well today is yet another beautiful spring day. for me, therapy is working in my gardens. its amazing how a few days of FINALLY being able to get out there in the sun and warmth makes you feel so...
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i had a great day today. spent the afternoon with my parents just sitting and talking, it was beautiful out finally. i actually started spring cleaning. visited with some friends and it was...
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well today i am starting to feel clearer. putting things into perspective. one foot in front of the other and baby steps as they say, whoever "they" are. i suppose i should be setting goals for...
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i think i am a procrastinator. i never used to be. it used to be i would wake up and be thinking about what i would do in the day and get up and do it. now it seems i will wake up in the morning,...
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seems i have a grasp on the sobriety thing righ know but its the depression that is getting to me. i have a dr appt today and i am almost panicky about having to tell her i still have suicidal...
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well april 2 and i woke up this morning realizing i dont have a damn thing to do. i have lost all ambition and motivation and all i ever seem to do anymore is sit on my ass in front of this damn...
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well here i sit realizing i need to do something with my life. how could a person be married almost 23 years and not have a life? i went to college i am not a stupid woman. my passion used to...
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i am finding i have way to much time on my hands and that makes me think about shit way to much. i cant help it. there are so many things that have changed in my life over the course of the past...
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Who in my life will make me happy? Do I look to others when I'm feeling discouraged, sad, or lonely? Do I want someone to help me feel better? I hold within myself the ability to be happy. I don't...
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AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHthanks just needed to scream i feel so frustrated and anxious. cant sleep...........
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is it me or is it just being an alcoholic that i have the attention span or maybe its the lack of sticking to something or complete something?i have all good intentions to start a journal. i want...
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i cant believe how f'n bored i am today. i dont even have the energy to go for a walk. its aweful. i made it through yesterday without a drink and i am now on day 20. i guess i am just having...
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