SophiasMom2010
Status: the hardest thing in life is being able to love after every heartbreak
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I'm depressed. That's why I haven't been on here. Why would God take my rainbow baby? right before thanksgiving and christmas?? I got pregnant RIGHT AFTER Sopia's birthday. If God had plans for me to...
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I hate this. Over and over again I think I am moving forward with my life. I always end up back at square one. I feel like I just stumbled out of that delivery room again with empty arms. It could be...
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I don't exactly know what's going on here. Last night I was so pissed off that I just started taking shots and chain smoking and talking to my best friend about all this. I said things to my BF out...
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my boyfriend is refusing to even talk about having another baby. All he says is that he is not ready for a child, which I don't understand because a week ago he was ready to have our rainbow. I...
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I just had a miscarriage today. I'm pretty upset. Scared, sad, angry...all the old shit. I don't understand why this is happening to us. All I ever wanted is a family of my own and God seems intent...
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I'm so scared right now. Last night I asked my boyfriend to be home before 3 am, I told him that that is not too much for me to ask, considering our little situation here, and he said "i'll try".I...
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I just read through almost all of my journal entries dating back to February. Wow. It's crazy how much s**t changes but always stays the same. :)just joking.I feel like I've changed so much since I...
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I'm kind of regretting telling anyone about this pregnancy. I was so ecstatic the first day I could barely stop myself from bouncing around like a 9 year old on a sugar high, but now I'm avoiding...
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I'm just here. almost 6 weeks pregnant with my rainbow baby. I'm terrified. I wish I could just fast forward through all the morning sickness and swollen ankles and sleepless anxious nights of...
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I don't know if it's the hormones or what but I am miserable right now. I had such a happy day. I went to the doctors and got a proof of pregnancy and they gave me a little pink knit hat and I told...
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ONE YEAR 1 MONTH AND 20 DAYS AFTER WE LOST OUR ANGEL SOPHIA WE FINALLY HAVE OUR RAINBOW!!!!Thank God. I must have gotten pregnant right after Sophia's birthday, so it's like she gave US a present...
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I just took a HPT and there was a second pink line there but it was very very very very light in color and hardly there. I'm 6 days late and I'm just praying...I have the second first response test...
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I am feeling a lot better today. Not great, just better. I think the stress of TTC and being so sick has really gotten to me. Plus now I am THREE days late for my period and not showing any signs of...
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I'm so freaking mad right now. All I want is someone to talk to but my boyfriend is so tired from working two 10 hour days in a row that he just started bitching at me and won't listen, my friends...
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I am one day late, but I took a clearblue test and I'm pretty sure it said negative. It's supposed to say + to indicate a positive result, but I had to have way blind myself to see the faintest...
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