SophiasMom2010
Status: the hardest thing in life is being able to love after every heartbreak
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This can't be real. Not in a million years could God allow a baby to die. I read somewhere that when the bible talks about stillbirths it says that it's God way of rescuing a baby who would otherwise...
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Mother's Day. GO TO HELL!! I am just screwed up. BF is gone for the third night in a row out having fun and I am a wreck, I don't want to leave my house or see anyone or do anything. I should have a...
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I'm sad today. I'm not even sure why. mainly because I 've been on this horrible period for almost two weeks now, my stupid ex-ob-gyn prescribed me these progestin only birth control pills and I just...
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I wish I could allow myself to get pregnant. But reading all these posts by Angel moms who have lost their rainbows recently has terrified me to the pit of my stomach. I can't even imagine what...
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Boyfriend got in a bad wreck last night. I mean bad. The car was totalled, the drunk driver who ran a red light somehow managed to hit them front and back. I was so mad that I didn't even know for an...
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I was just in H&R Block asking about getting my taxes done. And my mom asks out of nowhere if I can get tax credits for having been pregnant almost all of last year. I told her under my breath that...
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My boyfriend and I got into a huge fight and he broke up with me. But he came home and now he says hes not sure, that he doesn't know what he wants to do. I don't want to talk about it yet, but my...
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God knows I miss you Sophia. Every day that I think I'm ok without you turns into ten more that I'm miserable. I'm so sad knowing that Spring is here and you're not. And that you will never see a...
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I am so tired of crying for no reason. I'm tired of waking up thinking that I should be holding Sophia and feeding her instead of sleeping in late and doing nothing. I'm tired of being angry and mean...
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Well I got a 3.33 GPA this term. Close enough! The only thing that messed it up was algebra, which I got a C in, But my two psy classes were A's so whatever. Yay.
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I didn't cry yesterday on Sophia's 6 month bday. I just sucked it up and carried on. Today I got stressed out over a bunch of things and got mad at a few ppl and was being mean, and I just started...
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Six months ago today I was having intense contractions and so drugged that I could barely keep my eyes open. But I was still holding onto a bare hope that she would come out alive and cry. I was...
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I lost another pound! I'm celebrating every one I lose! Since last week I've lost 4 lbs which is fabulous! God help me:)I think Sophia was watching over me, and Patty was helping her, during my...
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Since I started my wonderful diet I've gained 3 lbs. Lol!! Its the story of my life. But I have confidence, I CAN DO THIS!! As soon as my final exams are over on Tuesday afternoon I'm starting my...
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Sometimes I think that I'm ok. Sometimes I feel renewed like I did today, watching the sun come out for the first time in a long time IT'S SPRING! The worst and darkest winter of my life is over, and...
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