SophiasMom2010
Status: the hardest thing in life is being able to love after every heartbreak
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I wish people would respect my baby girls stuff. I'm letting my mom live here for a month until she can get her transportation back, (she lives out of town but works here in Portland), and she's...
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I'm starting my classes today!!!!!I still dont know if i'll get my financial aid back, if i dont im screwed, but at least i'm starting my classes for now. Can't wait! will update later tonite.
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I'm not much of a "religious" person. I don't know what i am. I believe in God and I love him but I don't know what to make of all the things people tell me i should think of him, so I just tell him...
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We're still appealing my case to financial aid, but they denied my last appeal so we're going to the department head. I can't believe they denied me even after i told them that i dropped my classes...
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The world may never notice,If a snowdrop doesn't bloom,Or even pause to wonderIf the petals fall too soonBut every life that ever forms,Or ever comes to be,Touches the world in some small wayFor...
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December 17th!! 3months since everything happened. Just like last month i thought i was going to fall apart and be unbelievably depressed. But... I'm ok. I think. I still wish i could tell her that...
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Today is horrible. I miss my daughter, I'm so tired of happy christmas songs and movies and everywhere i look i see babies. Sophia was my first and only, born September 17th 2010. I went in for my...
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Randomly, after an intense class discussion in Human Sexuality class about an email a student had sent about being "disgusted and physically sick whenever she saw a pregnant woman" because she thinks...
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Hey. After a year of depressing journal entries and complaining, I am happy to tell you wonderful ladies I just had one of the best weekends of my recent life, (I seem to not remember very many happy...
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Hey. Well, I'm pretty sure I'm pregnant. About 80% sure that I'm somewhere about 4 weeks pregnant. Even as I'm typing this the "morning sickness" is kicking my butt. I know part of me is like there's...
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All I can say is, OUCHI had no idea how much life could sting. It seems that with every step I take forward, I am conceding a piece of myself that used to be a part of Sophia. Every day I am walking...
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I finally got that good cry I've been needing. I just sobbed on the bathroom floor for over an hour. I know the neighbors and their newborn baby must have heard, I don't care. How much can a woman...
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Well, it's pretty obvious I won't be a mommy anytime soon. So, next month it's back to school time, and I'm considering volunteering for president Obama's campaign, although that seems like a...
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I'm so sick of crying!! Ever time I cry a little I can't get those real sobs out. You know when your chest feels like someone is sitting on it and all you want to do is howl and scream and sob but it...
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It's been over 14 months. I don't even count anymore. I have moved forward in alot of ways. I am healed in a lot of ways. But I still think of her every few minutes AT THE least. Not in a miserable...
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