SophiasMom2010
Status: the hardest thing in life is being able to love after every heartbreak
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I didn't cry yesterday on Sophia's 6 month bday. I just sucked it up and carried on. Today I got stressed out over a bunch of things and got mad at a few ppl and was being mean, and I just started...
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Six months ago today I was having intense contractions and so drugged that I could barely keep my eyes open. But I was still holding onto a bare hope that she would come out alive and cry. I was...
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I lost another pound! I'm celebrating every one I lose! Since last week I've lost 4 lbs which is fabulous! God help me:)I think Sophia was watching over me, and Patty was helping her, during my...
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Since I started my wonderful diet I've gained 3 lbs. Lol!! Its the story of my life. But I have confidence, I CAN DO THIS!! As soon as my final exams are over on Tuesday afternoon I'm starting my...
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Sometimes I think that I'm ok. Sometimes I feel renewed like I did today, watching the sun come out for the first time in a long time IT'S SPRING! The worst and darkest winter of my life is over, and...
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Monday night starts finals week. I hate exams!! But I'm almost done!!
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I sat next to the pregnant girl in my class today, again. We were just chatting about finals and blah blah. I mentioned that I was used to the stress considering that I've been in college for over...
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I was 18 years old when I found out I was pregnant. I had only been "on my own" for 5 months when I found out. My boyfriend and I had been together for about 1 1/2 years. I was terrified. I was angry...
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I just found out that I will infact be able to graduate by the end of summer!!!!!!!!!This June I'm going to walk across the stage of the convention center infront of like a thousand people and get my...
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I spend so much time concentrating on my own grief and loss, I never think of how this has all profoundly changed my boyfriends life. He lost his baby girl too. He held her, he loved her. He had...
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Change is the hardest thing. It's one of those things we as humans never want to accept. We block it out, we ignore it, we daydream of the days that are long gone and never coming back to us. And...
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TWO WEEKS UNTIL FINAL EXAMS!! i'm scared! but it's all almost over!!
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How can i miss someone that i never even knew? How can such a small angels loss be the defining moment of my life? How could my body create such a beautiful Angel and i never realized it until it was...
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i haven't posted all the pics. But everyone who emailed me had a balloon sent up for their Angel, i just don't have a pic of each one. I'm sorry! i realized after they went up that i should have...
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Well i saw the specialist today. Apparently women with the blood clotting disorder i have usually have multiple miscarriages in a row. And i will have to inject myself daily below my stomach with...
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