SophiasMom2010
Status: the hardest thing in life is being able to love after every heartbreak
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I went to go see Sophia's grave today. And we finally get to see what her headstone will look like. The funny thing was there were actual honest to God roosters running around the cemetery. They...
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It turns out I can still transfer to PSU!!I'M FINALLY GOING TO GET A NEW START SOMEWHERE! Maybe God finally decided to give me a break. But I still wish my girl was here.
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Just had breakfast in bed. Crazy Boyfriend is throwing up sesame street hand signs spelling weird things. I feel so much better since I got out all that crazy emotional stuff yesterday. We all need...
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I think I am honestly going crazy. I'm so depressed I can barely do the dishes. My house is a wreck and I just want to sleep and not think about it but all I can do is think about it. She should be...
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I flunked my oceanography class. That means one more term at a community college and I can't go to PSU like I planned to this fall. :(And I lost my financial aid for the second time this year. Why...
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This can't be real. Not in a million years could God allow a baby to die. I read somewhere that when the bible talks about stillbirths it says that it's God way of rescuing a baby who would otherwise...
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Mother's Day. GO TO HELL!! I am just screwed up. BF is gone for the third night in a row out having fun and I am a wreck, I don't want to leave my house or see anyone or do anything. I should have a...
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I'm sad today. I'm not even sure why. mainly because I 've been on this horrible period for almost two weeks now, my stupid ex-ob-gyn prescribed me these progestin only birth control pills and I just...
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I wish I could allow myself to get pregnant. But reading all these posts by Angel moms who have lost their rainbows recently has terrified me to the pit of my stomach. I can't even imagine what...
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Boyfriend got in a bad wreck last night. I mean bad. The car was totalled, the drunk driver who ran a red light somehow managed to hit them front and back. I was so mad that I didn't even know for an...
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I was just in H&R Block asking about getting my taxes done. And my mom asks out of nowhere if I can get tax credits for having been pregnant almost all of last year. I told her under my breath that...
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My boyfriend and I got into a huge fight and he broke up with me. But he came home and now he says hes not sure, that he doesn't know what he wants to do. I don't want to talk about it yet, but my...
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God knows I miss you Sophia. Every day that I think I'm ok without you turns into ten more that I'm miserable. I'm so sad knowing that Spring is here and you're not. And that you will never see a...
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I am so tired of crying for no reason. I'm tired of waking up thinking that I should be holding Sophia and feeding her instead of sleeping in late and doing nothing. I'm tired of being angry and mean...
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Well I got a 3.33 GPA this term. Close enough! The only thing that messed it up was algebra, which I got a C in, But my two psy classes were A's so whatever. Yay.
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