SophiasMom2010
Status: the hardest thing in life is being able to love after every heartbreak
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Monday night starts finals week. I hate exams!! But I'm almost done!!
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I sat next to the pregnant girl in my class today, again. We were just chatting about finals and blah blah. I mentioned that I was used to the stress considering that I've been in college for over...
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I was 18 years old when I found out I was pregnant. I had only been "on my own" for 5 months when I found out. My boyfriend and I had been together for about 1 1/2 years. I was terrified. I was angry...
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I just found out that I will infact be able to graduate by the end of summer!!!!!!!!!This June I'm going to walk across the stage of the convention center infront of like a thousand people and get my...
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I spend so much time concentrating on my own grief and loss, I never think of how this has all profoundly changed my boyfriends life. He lost his baby girl too. He held her, he loved her. He had...
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Change is the hardest thing. It's one of those things we as humans never want to accept. We block it out, we ignore it, we daydream of the days that are long gone and never coming back to us. And...
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TWO WEEKS UNTIL FINAL EXAMS!! i'm scared! but it's all almost over!!
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How can i miss someone that i never even knew? How can such a small angels loss be the defining moment of my life? How could my body create such a beautiful Angel and i never realized it until it was...
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i haven't posted all the pics. But everyone who emailed me had a balloon sent up for their Angel, i just don't have a pic of each one. I'm sorry! i realized after they went up that i should have...
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Well i saw the specialist today. Apparently women with the blood clotting disorder i have usually have multiple miscarriages in a row. And i will have to inject myself daily below my stomach with...
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I don't mean rainbow babies. I mean rainbows in the sky. I saw my first rainbow today since Sophia left me. Maybe its only the first one i noticed... i've been a little out of it.And i might not be...
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Tonight i gave away Sophia's gerber baby food. I was about to cry as i watched it walk out the door with my friend and her two beautiful babies. Of course i ran upstairs to post to you all b4 i...
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My honey gave me three pairs of gold earrings, a yummy vanilla candle and two bags of chocolate truffles (perfect for the upcoming pms lol), and yet another champagne bottle. Wonderful night, i hope...
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I just asked my math prof for the day off on thursday, despite the fact that we have an exam. I just know i'm going to have a breakdown that day, i'm already having panic attacks and randomly crying....
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Today i'm feeling... nostalgic. A little sad. And completely in love with Sophia's daddy. As usual he got half a day off (haha he's a workaholic), I made him breakfast in bed, french toast and eggs...
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