re reading journals

I just read through almost all of my journal entries dating back to February. Wow. It's crazy how much s**t changes but always stays the same. :)
just joking.
I feel like I've changed so much since I lost my baby girl. I don't even know who I am anymore but reading through all those journals kind of made me stop and think wow I've really put myself through the wringer this year. I don't think I will ever stop being amazed at how much the human spirit can go through and still survive. We need to stop being so hard on ourselves! Just reliving all that made me realize that I may not be functioning as well as the ppl around me who haven't lost a child, but you know what? I'm doing amazing considering where I was back in December last year.
Now I need some down time with the new bun in my oven to just relax and be positive. Big hugs to you all, you're the people keeping me sane.

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eventer00
eventer00

Keep your spirits up, babe. All you need to focus on right now is you and your little rainbow. Try not to think too much about the future, only on what is happening now. As hard as it is, try to take one day at a time and surround yourself with the people that will keep you positive. ((Lots of Hugs))
nasnye
nasnye

I too believe that it is a wonderful thing to stay positive for the little one who is growing within... Many things have changed since I started on here a little over a year ago. I\'ve had to make some extremely hard decisions lately... Praying that we are all moving forward with our Angels in our heart.

Hugs!!!