SophiasMom2010
Status: the hardest thing in life is being able to love after every heartbreak
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I don't mean rainbow babies. I mean rainbows in the sky. I saw my first rainbow today since Sophia left me. Maybe its only the first one i noticed... i've been a little out of it.And i might not be...
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Tonight i gave away Sophia's gerber baby food. I was about to cry as i watched it walk out the door with my friend and her two beautiful babies. Of course i ran upstairs to post to you all b4 i...
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My honey gave me three pairs of gold earrings, a yummy vanilla candle and two bags of chocolate truffles (perfect for the upcoming pms lol), and yet another champagne bottle. Wonderful night, i hope...
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I just asked my math prof for the day off on thursday, despite the fact that we have an exam. I just know i'm going to have a breakdown that day, i'm already having panic attacks and randomly crying....
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Today i'm feeling... nostalgic. A little sad. And completely in love with Sophia's daddy. As usual he got half a day off (haha he's a workaholic), I made him breakfast in bed, french toast and eggs...
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http://butterflyfootprints.blogspot.com/Here you go ladies, its the link for the baby butterfly footprints.
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i'm living in a world that has forgotten Sophia. I wake up everyday and the sun comes out. How can that be? Why would the world just keep spinning even though my precious little Angel is gone? I can...
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I'm back to studying today. YAY its midterms!! jk.Five more days until Valentines day. I'm a little sad because i found out i was pregnant with Sophia last February, and last Vday i had my little...
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Pregnancy Thrombophilia. Blood clots. My head is spinning. Why did she have to call when i was on my way to go shopping and i had my makeup and hair all done? now i look like a spotty raccoon having...
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I'm feeling better. The worst of the PMS craziness has passed : )However i am still sad with the 5th month angelversary coming up. My boyfriend and sister both believe my doctor is purposefully...
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My boyfriend might not understand, and my friends might not understand, but i just can't let this go and move on like nothing happened. How could anyone expect a woman to forget something like...
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I am sad. I am miserable at times. I think of my life and i wonder how it can be so empty when just a few months ago i was shopping for baby pajamas and debating whether to buy booties or warm socks...
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Almost five months. This month the "angelversary" is going to be so hard for me. I miss her so much it aches. Why did this have to happen? she didn't deserve to hurt just because of me and my stupid...
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I've read hundreds and hundreds of pages this weekend! And i have an exam tonight. What happened to free time? i thought being busy would mean less thinking about losing my angel but i guess not :...
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It seems more and more women here at DS and everywhere else are pregnant. No offense ladies i honestly am proud of you for having the courage to try again and i pray for you and i just know your...
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