a dance friend was going to give me a ride to a big weekend event, but I saw some posts about my old studio on Facebook by my new teachers and I felt too anxious to go and cancelled. I know I can't expect them to cut ties with a local dance studio. Chatted with someone about dance that weekend and just felt sad when she talked about Latin dance and how romantic it is. What a joke that is to me. I never want to do the tango again ever. Was crying later that night. I know it's been two years ago.

Still went for Monday night like always and had fun. Maybe it will get better someday...