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So I had my appointment and he confirmed that it is very likely Lupus. I start Plaquenil tomorrow and was also given info about another drug to consider called Rituximab.  There's some potentially...

Not sure what exactly to write but felt like I should come back and do a little update.  Things are going well overall. Some issues but basically a case of "same shit different day" for lack of a...

  Hmmm... there's really no face to describe what I'm feeling.  I met my new rheumatologist today.  The meeting part went fine, I really like him and think he's a great doctor from what I know and...

Well, I guess that not painful BM was a one time deal for now.  We're back to feeling like a fire poker with thorns is trying to pass.    Not too happy with that but am sadly used to it. ...

I'm quite happy today....for kind of a silly reason.  I think this has been the first time in OVER a year since I had a BM that wasn't completely painful.  Still a little bit but far improved from...

no real news and all the same things going on...fissures are ongoing, chronic yeast infection ongoing, everything ongoing despite continued treatments and drastic changes in multiple areas of my...

Well, to date I was able to donate $131.50 (I think) to the group that I was helping.  There's still 3 people who haven't picked up/paid for their items...but overall it was a success.  Planning on...

Hey...it's been a little bit since I wrote here. Things have been overall good.  The auction did well.  The final total raised was $229, with $114.50 being donated to charity.  A few people...

Okay, so I'm a mix mash of all over the place with my emotions and mental health these days.  I don't know why but I'm having a lot of urges and thoughts to cut.  I don't understand why sometimes...

I think it's really quite true what they say...no news is good news.  I find I write here a lot less if things are going well.  That seems to be my trend. Doing well today.  I started an online...

Seems I'm yo-yo-ing a bit these days.  I also can't remember what I wrote last.  Increased the prozac yesterday, started the trazodone last night.  Felt better today, mentally...not 100% but...

I'm so ready just to be done with everything.  I did increase my prozac today because I know that's what my psychiatrist is going to tell me to do so figured I'd get a few days head start. The yeast...

Not really doing so well still.  I have zero energy to do much of anything.  That's probably keeping me from doing anything self harm wise....so I guess that's a good thing.  I don't really want...

feels like I'm falling apart...I don't know why...I don't know if it's just the string of overcast grey days or if I'm slipping and falling into another depression... I know I feel like gravity's...

Faced my fears and bused to my appointment.  I almost missed my first bus...had to half run, half power walk to catch it.  But I made it.  Only to get stuck in crawling traffic and missing my...