Ellocin

Holy wowsers!  Has it really been so long since I wrote.  Since I last wrote I went to Ontario for a vacation.  I had friends that paid my way which was awesome!  I visited with one of my best...

Another night another funk...I don't know why but it seems I only end up writing lately if I'm in a funk and not sleeping like I should be..I don't know why I'm not sleeping...I'm sure I could...

It's been a bit of a weird day and it's left me in a bit of a funk...and I think maybe the only way I'm going to sleep is to write about it and get it out of my head.  Overall, the day was good....

I'm not doing so well these days.  There are good things happening but daily life is a lot more of a struggle right now then it should be.  My anxiety is out of control but I don't want to go back...

So I have this situation... and I don't know if anyone here will read this but if you do can you offer your 2 cents worth or advice.First, I'm quiet, I try not to cause problems, and I stay out of my...

hmmm... we will see if this thing lets me post a journal entry... Things are going surprisingly well these days.  I'm often overwhelmed at how well things are going and spend a lot of time...

Well, since the last time I wrote a "real" entry a few things have changed.  I decided to go back on the prozac for now...just at 20mg now and after a week my doc wants me to go to 40mg.  I am not...

I just had a whole entry written out and accidently hit the wrong button on my mouse and erased the whole thing :S  I will try to come back and write later but am too annoyed right now.

I'm not feeling in the greatest of spaces right now... but I guess overall things are actually going pretty well.  I'm actually off of all meds!  Have been for a few weeks and while it is...

Feel today like I'm crashing.  I'm doing not so great things to keep myself distracted from the situation I'm in and am feeling like hurting myself.  I'm not only smoking cigarettes but now weed as...

So, so far none of the housing options have worked out.  Long wait lists, places filling up too fast, lack of options for someone not on Income Assistance.  I'm still living in the residential...

Well, I didn't get kicked out...and I won't...because I'm working on an exit plan so I will be moving again soon.  All the options I'm looking at are supportive housing but you get your own...

Well, I'm still at the residential centre but it won't be for long.  I'm on program contract which means I have to try extra hard to make it to programs or I get kicked out.  I haven't made it to...

Quick update...sorry I've not been reading and commenting on your entries.  I have limited computer access, had none at all for awhile. I'm out of the shelter system now but living in a residential...

made it the 6 months but slipped up...also been kicked out of the house that I had loved and all the people that were there....now I'm living in a women's shelter.  So that's how my new year started...