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Tomorrow I plan on feeling better...lighter.  This heaviness in my chest has got to go...this depression is no longer welcome.  Tomorrow will be a better day.

I feel so heavy today so kind of having a low key day.  Hoping to work on my room a little bit after supper. Went to a movie yesterday, A Christmas Carol (in IMAX 3D) and it was good...would be...

Getting ready to head to bed as I am exhausted but wanted to stop in long enough to write an update. Yesterday I sent another email to my roommate apologizing for my behavior the last while and sent...

i don't know what to do...i can't seem to control my anger and it's getting totally directed at my roommate even though I'm not even there...i'm at my parents.  I don't even realize i'm angry until...

Feeling a little better today...mostly because I've had it to myself but have still gotten things accomplished.  I have spent a lot of time on the computer the last few days catching up on things I...

I know my parents love me and did the best they knew how in raising me...afterall they are human too...but today I'm feeling angry with them and resentful.  I know that's awful to say but it is how...

I'm at my parents right now and will be for a few days.  I was suppose to go to my cousins housewarming party today but I just couldn't bring myself to go.  I can't handle being around so much of...

Things are really really messed up here right now.  My roommate and I are having a lot of troubles with each other right now and are at least in agreeance that we shouldn't be sharing an apartment...

Things are a little rough the last bit.  I don't know if it's side effects of the H1N1 shot or what.  Both that shot and the regular flu shot seem to make me extra cranky and irritable.  Or maybe...

Doing okay.  Still not feeling as good as I had a while back though.   My roommate has had the flu (probably H1N1 since apparently the regular seasonal flu hasn't been seen here yet) so I've been...

I'm not doing well at all.  I can feel the depression pushing in on all sides of me trying to drown me and I'm getting too tired to fight it.   Last night I blew up for no reason.  I got so angry...

Good news.  Today was an overall good day.  :) I got a letter from the Hematology clinic and I've got an appointment for December 11 of this year....so I'm happy...considering the last letter said...

What a day...lol. Last night I decided I wasn't sleeping in my uncomfortable bed so I pulled the foam off the top along with my sheets and slept on the floor....it didn't really help any except that...

I love this that I got in an email...I'll write an entry below it.  "I'm A Little Tea Cup...." Love  this story or not, you might not be able to have tea in a tea cup again without  thinking of...