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So things haven't been going so well after all. I won't know for a couple weeks if I can move into that apartment or not with that lady as it depends on her daughter and son-in-law.  They're looking...

Oh my goodness...I haven't been keeping up here at all.  I have been having a rough time and struggling with God but am starting to see some light at the end of the tunnel.  My roommate and I...

i don't know why...but i cut today...and burned...i don't have any good reason for it...i'm not even sure that I "felt" like it....I just did it... Oddly...I do know I "feel" like having a crap day...

been doing okay....tired now but for one reason or another i'm fighting sleep....even with the sleep meds.....i think it's because i finally have a day that doesn't matter if i sleep...no plans. ...

I wish I could do a journal entry and backdate it....this time I only made it 84 days...in the wee hours of this morning I ended up cutting.  :(  I just noticed when I logged in I would've met my...

Opps...it's been a bit since I've checked in.  Take it as a sign things are going well.  God is doing so many amazing things and I am so blessed that He brought me the most wonderful church family...

When Your Hut's On Fire The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, ...

Just wanted to put in a quick update and mention the results of my blood work.  My white blood cell counts (mainly neutrophils) is still lower then normal...BUT...is at highest count it's been in a...

It's been one heck of a crazy rollercoaster of a week but I'm back on the upswing now. The bug went away within a day or two of my last entry but I feel into a rut and withdrew and gravoled myself...

Still doing well except for fighting whatever bug it is I have right now.  I wake up with the worst sore throat...it's stays sore throughout the day but by far is the worst when I wake up.  I've...

Maxine on Jesus  ~~~~~~Still doing well.  Church has been awesome and there's been meetings every night.  I've missed the last few and not sure if I'll get to tonights but I want to.  I woke up...

I'm apologizing because I have decided instead of trying to play catch up that I'm just gonna read journals and comment as I'm able.  Some of you are great friends and I am sorry I can't keep up but...

I made it to an actual morning service at church for Easter...so happy!  I've been struggling to get to a morning service for a long time and was determined...then Saturday happened, a total...

Very very rollercoastery emotions wise.  I think it's because I've been cutting back the sleep meds and not sleeping as well.  I don't really know.  Plus last night was first time back in the...

Thanks so much for the comments on the last entry.  I'm feeling better since then.  I think I just had a major off day.  Like major.  But it's passed.  This is my last post as a 27 year old. ...