Faced my fears and bused to my appointment. I almost missed my first bus...had to half run, half power walk to catch it. But I made it. Only to get stuck in crawling traffic and missing my connecting bus...and the next one too. Finally made it to the bus terminal and caught a connecting bus and then got stuck in traffic again on the bridge. *sigh* My anxiety was so high. This appointment was the first time meeting the person and I forgot to copy their phone number down so couldn't call to let them know I was running late. So much for planning it out to get there early. Oh well. By some miracle though I somehow managed to get there right on time. Not sure how that happened but thankful for that.
After the appointment I took the opportunity to walk around downtown a little bit and did a few errands before getting a bus home. I even picked a bus route that got me almost home but not quite leaving me with a bit of walking to do. It's all good.
Now one more appointment tomorrow and then I'm done with busing for this week. LOL. All my anxiety caught up with me tonight and I needed to just veg. Still managed to get one load of dishes washed so I have a clean pot so I can cook my breakfast when I wake up. Anyway...I need to get off to bed or I might not make that appointment. It's OT tomorrow so at least if I'm late or anything happens they're understanding...but I'd rather make it.
Gratitude:
1. Grateful I faced my fears and took the bus to my appointment
2. Grateful to have the opportunity to walk around in town, I missed it so much
3. Grateful I have a quiet home to come home to and could just sit and relax
After the appointment I took the opportunity to walk around downtown a little bit and did a few errands before getting a bus home. I even picked a bus route that got me almost home but not quite leaving me with a bit of walking to do. It's all good.
Now one more appointment tomorrow and then I'm done with busing for this week. LOL. All my anxiety caught up with me tonight and I needed to just veg. Still managed to get one load of dishes washed so I have a clean pot so I can cook my breakfast when I wake up. Anyway...I need to get off to bed or I might not make that appointment. It's OT tomorrow so at least if I'm late or anything happens they're understanding...but I'd rather make it.
Gratitude:
1. Grateful I faced my fears and took the bus to my appointment
2. Grateful to have the opportunity to walk around in town, I missed it so much
3. Grateful I have a quiet home to come home to and could just sit and relax
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