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I don't know if it's the antibiotics, the wonky sleep, the ativan, and/or spiritual warfare but I'm feeling really bad tonight.  The last few hours I am having thoughts of killing myself (I'm not...

Wow, is today ever a lazy day.  I don't know if it's from the antibiotics but that's what I'm blaming it on.  Or maybe I'm just laying low because my roommate has the flu and I don't want to...

Had a rough night last night.  It was probably the worst I've had in a long time but got through it.  I'm not sure that the 3mg of Ativan is good for me...I'm almost wondering if it's making my...

Last night plan for sleep only semi worked...but if I can somehow manage to keep from napping today I should be on track better.  I was asleep by around 12:30-1am-ish...but was woken up at...

I think my sleep wonkiness has hit a new wonky level...and I think that's why my moods are so affected tonight. I fell asleep last night at a half normal time but was awake again before 3am....WIDE...

3 days into 2010 and so far so good.  Overall I'm pretty happy with how things are going.  I'm having trouble getting back on a semi-normal sleeping schedule and a little frustrated because of it...

I came across something I wrote under one of my goals at 43things.com on Sept 28, 2009.  I want to share it here because I feel it may be helpful to some of you. My goal there was to "be happy"...I...

regular entry below:  UNEMPLOYED GRADUATE:An unemployed graduate woke up one morning and checked his pocket. All he had left was $10. He decided to use it to buy food and then wait for death as he...

Woohoo!  Have met my goal and it's time to set a new one.  I've decided that for me 6 month chunks is really hard so I'm going to make the new goals in 3 month chunks.  Some days that even seems...

Made it back to my apartment today...feel like I can relax a bit.  I relax at my parents but it's a different type of relaxed....while I'm there I'm under their roof and their rules...which is...

Doing alright...Christmas was good but didn't really feel like Christmas, it just came and went so fast and with my uncle's death there was a lot of mixed emotions.  My period hit too so I've been a...

Feeling better then last night when I wrote...but still emotional.  I realized though it's time of month though too so I'm sure the good ol' hormones are having a field day.   Plus I found out...

I was feeling really good and looking forward to the holidays and spending time with family and friends and was feeling really good about the progess I've been making and how much I've gotten done...

Wow, how'd I manage to get to Friday without writing a journal entry...lol.  I'm feeling better...still room for improvement but definitely think I'm on the upswing.   That heavy depression...

Had a couple okay days but feeling down today.  I think it's just because I had my OT appointment and it made me realize how quickly time is passing and I'm feeling stressed about getting things...