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Today is probably the worst day I've had in awhile...maybe since even before being in hospital...or shortly after anyway.  I woke up on the wrong side of the bed and the day just went downhill from...

Things are going well.  Things are settling. I'm still struggling (and probably always will) with my relationship with God.  I want it so bad but right now I feel like I'm being false and I know...

Guess it's been a few days since I've stopped by here to write an entry.  This past week has been "March Break" (Spring Break) and we've been having the most gorgeous weather imagineable.  It's...

I thought this was really good and worth sharing before I write a short entry at the end.  If you want to see the original page I got this from click on the title just below.  I linked it.Charles...

Feeling better about things.  I wrote letters (emails) of apology to those that I needed to and have heard back from both and while difficult we were able to work things out.  Also I finished...

what a crap day...i'm still an emotional wreck from yesterday plus started my day off with the dentist... actually sadly enough, the dentist was the highlight of the day...I actually didn't mind it...

I'm trying really hard to get back on track and do the right things....but I'm so all over the place like a rollercoaster emotionally that I'm having a hard time coping.  All my supports are on...

I had a good but busy few days and today I'm having a really hard time.  I think though that's in part to the fact I'm working on cutting back the meds at bedtime again and sleep is a bit wonky. ...

Feeling a little bummed and overwhelmed today but okay-ish.  I pretty much know that apartment I looked at isn't for me...that's okay though.  I was a little sad at first but feel better now.  Now...

Feeling kinda bummed today.  Plus I'm fighting a bug.  I have a sore throat and headache and just feel like curling up into a ball and sleeping forever.  Sleep at night isn't terrible...not great...

regular entry below: God Said NO!! I hope that you can get the effects on your computers! The words are great, but the movements of the faces add a lot....I asked God to take away my habit. God...

Doing okay.  The movie was good...a nice easy funny one and it was good to hang with my cousins. I got most of the laundry done but it made me super cranky...I hate bed sheets...I can't fold them...

I'm just checking in quickly from my parents house.  I'm here doing laundry but am going to see a movie this afternoon with some of my cousins.  We're just going to go see The Toothfairy...just...

Regular journal entry below the Inner Peace article, read it...trust me:  Inner PeaceIf you can start the day without caffeine,If you can get going without pep pills,If you can always be cheerful,...

Looks like DS was being glitchy with the comments added to my last entry.  It gave me a good giggle.  I did end up going to the ER and checked myself into the hospital for a short stay.  I'm am...