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Ackkk....so sleepy today.  I woke up way early for me, an hour before my alarm even went off.  I've been taking melatonin the last couple nights...so I get a little bit more sleep then I would if...

Rebound insomnia bites.  I think last night was probably the worst of it but I'm probably going to take melatonin tonight and hopefully get a little better sleep.  I am lucky if I got 2 hours...

Ughh.  Last night was the first time in over a month that I've been brave enough to go without the sleep meds.  I feel crummy but each day will hopefully get a little easier. Bad news in the loan...

I did manage to sleep and totally ended up sleeping in...but only until 1:30pm so a little better then yesterday.  I couldn't believe it when I looked at the time. Anyway...had my appointment at the...

It's 2:30am and I'm still awake.  Probably because I only woke up 12 hours ago.  That benedrl really threw me for a loop...knocked me out and I was awful druggy feeling most of today because of...

Eeeppss...I'm soooooo itchy.  I'm not sure...maybe from the workouts...and being so warm and sweaty...sounds gross I know...but well...I am itchy from head to toe. Or because our apartment is just...

Continuing to do well...but haven't done a lot.  LOL.  I took the weekend off from the workouts but I actually missed them a little.  I had a hard time getting myself to do a workout today but I...

Realized something about myself and my "artistic" style tonight.  I realized...when I'm doing something I like unconvential, slightly chaotic, unperfect work.  If it's too neat, tidy, and...

Overall still doing pretty good despite a few sad things happening around me.  I just really feel peace about things right now and that God will work it all out and I don't feel afraid at all. ...

Ya know, I'm feeling much better then I was a few hours ago.  I think I really just needed a good cry...I'm still emotional with the wonky sleep and antibiotics.  But I did talk to my parents after...

I'm a little upset right now.  Focusing a little too much on finances I think right now and it's stressing me out.  I met yesterday with a financial advisor who was willing to meet with me for free...

I'm back at my apartment and sleep has overtaken me again.  I fell asleep around suppertime for a few hours (woke up at 8pm) and I'm about ready to go back to bed again already...it's not even...

I'm at my parents and the change of scenery has definitely helped.  I've mostly just been relaxing and helping out here and there.  My first day here was a complete write off...I was just so sleepy...

It's about 2am and I'm just trying to wind down to sleep.  I decided to come out to my parents for a night or two...not to get away from my sick roommate but because I'm struggling so much with my...

Night time (more specifically bed time) is becoming torture to me.  It's been a long time since I've been minding night time this much this often...and really I'm just going to have to learn to deal...